I'll write you a post card, I'll send you the moon.

You were always one to stay the same.

Yesterday would have been fun if the nicest kid in the world didn't total his car. I feel like a horrible person, even though I couldn't do anything about it. I was there, and it just makes me feel shitty. It's crazy how close I already feel with the people here, to the point where I almost knocked the cunt out who was in the other car blaming him. Fucking bitches.

Last night I actually put on Lack of Color at the party. I'm not sure if that means I'm getting worse or better.

Everyday's another scene, the world around and everything, for you. An open door, a cauldron of the waves rush in through every house, for all. So they say another lie; "Love's a rumor and love will die." We're lost and wondering. Deep in the ocean, there lies a wave for you.



I could listen to this all day, everyday, and never get bored. Sometimes I download it again for no reason, just to do. Today I saw someone trying to share it with me on Limewire, and I canceled their download, because I knew it wouldn't mean half as much to them as it does to me.



Go, tell the millions, "Begin!" Well run through the fields, the turning of wheels, down with the buildings, world's on your shoulders, climb through the wasteland, wait for the sky to remind you; these things are true.

Absurdity.

You can constantly change locations, but the people will always be the same. There will always be someone who hates you, for no logical reason whatsoever. I'm okay with it, I just think it's absurd. It was bound to happen, but for the reason you claim? Give me something worth it. You're in the wrong place for this nonsense. Die out.


DEAR LAURA,
Polaroid film for the cameras we have will be discontinued in August of 09. So stock up. Also, there is a petition that you must sign.











p.s. naked pictures of olive toned vaginas that hang to the ground, pretty disgusting. vom. vomvomvomvomvom.

Maybe it's the earth, maybe it's the heat.

I knew your heart I couldn't win.

Update?

So I was in my first movie yesterday. Fuckin' shweet. All the appliances were from the remake of Night of the Living Dead, my makeup was "garley." Canada took pictures but I'm waiting for him to send them. Hmph.


There's this store in Pitts called Eides, and it may very well be the best movie store ever. I bought a bunch of toys and movies, blew at least 150 in the 15 minutes that we were there. They have this I Spit On Your Grave movie poster that fucking rules, but it's 72 bucks, and I'm offically poor.


I want New York weed. Ralpppphhhhhhh!


I saved a kitten. It's staying at Yellow House and it's name is Ruka Phenix. (Ruka means gorgeous in German, I believe?) It's orange and black and white and it makes me miss Charlie. I miss everyone. So much. I hope they visit soon. If not... War.


Sculping class rules. Jerry Gergly is the man of all men. I thought i'd be horrible at it but he always compliments my work so I guess I can't be that bad. Pictures soon when I get a new camera.



Foundations of SFX rules too. We made blood and semen last class. On my way home my blood spilled all over my steps and it looks like someone was massacred in front of my house. It was awesome, but someone cleaned it. Party poopers.



The other night we went to see a Grindhouse Double Feature. Get this... Cannibal Holocaust and Cannibal Ferox. On the big fucking screen. It was beautiful. I can't want to brag about it to my kids when I get old.






Animal Collective. !!.


I think I'm cooking dinner tonight. Chicken cutlets and mashed potatoes? Mhmmm.

Can I call you just to hear you?

You are the purple in me.

I love PA.
but I already caught myself missing home.

:(

I love school and the house across the street.